ARRRRRH....
this week, oh wait, it's this weekend has been great, not weekdays.
LoLs, i felt refreshed even when i'm serving. LoLs, it jus feel great to be in the
HOUSE OF GOD. Hahas! For this time, the ushering have been great for me. Confidence and morale booster. I felt that i've achieved something out of that.
As for weekdays, ar...nth much to say la, all negativity towards that.
Pointless, needless, wat for, dumb, inefficient, worthless, etc
This coming weekdays is real, REAL challenging, especially 32km. Wa, this one is a killer. Real physical and mental killer. Pray, hope, wish, watever that i can complete it with as minimal problems as possible.
Look at the stars....it's all yellow. How beautiful.
Next time if u are tired, try meditation, wow, powerful and relieving. It works cause i basically tried it myself and it's so easy by jus breathing correctly and slowly.
Recently i guessed i'm too quiet, emo, watever ppl say. But really everything to me is like "let it pass lor" that attitude. Simple and easy, lazy and tired. So my attitude and character falls. Hate it when i jus wanna be quiet and alone then ppl say me emo, u tink i emo then jus go away la, noisy fellows. LoLs..
Proverbs 24:17
Do not gloat when your enemy falls; when he stumbles, do not let your heart rejoice.
ARRRRHHHHHHHHHHHH....i jus wanna go to a mountain top and shout with all my might and let every single living enduring hurt, pain, watever out and look at the yellow stars and lit moon, then i will enjoy the breeze and lay down on the soft ground and sleep...